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Monday, November 29, 2004

Haiz so sianned...ntg to do now...wishing that the sch hols will end or god pls bring sum excitment into mi life lehs-->let mi save sumone frm a fire perhaps...rescue a drowning kid..

haha...juz pierced mi ear..nt bad sia...the feeling nt as pain as i tot i'd be...interesting...

man i feel so sick...caught mi fever frm shiyun..haiz...or maybe we both caught it frm sum loser whu is-sick-but-still-wanna-go-jurong-point-to-see Singapore idol thingy...

lamess...now listening to six pence non the richer...the vocal is quite nice leh..pleasing to the ear...a vry dan chun(innocent) voice...hmm....haha...y m i toking bout music...lammessss...


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Monday, November 01, 2004

i think that there's somthing wrong with me....
i noe that theres' something wrong with me...
My life is taking a downturn like a roller coaster that has reached its peak....
so many bad things happening at once....
is the vertical drop over yet?...
or is this only the beginning of the drop and there's more to come....

*Notice the drastic change from all my previous entries.*(used to happy happy and more Happy..now its sad me...)

God...why are u fooling around with my life.Pls either ease my emotional pain and let me deal with the bad stuff one at a time or juz throw everything at me and hopefully give me enuff courage to juz end everything once and for all...stop playing with my life!!!...i can't take it anymore!!!...Please...i beg you...

Hmm...juz because i told shiyun tt i din like MMM, Fen Hong Wa Mang Zi,Fox and their gang and tt i hate the stripper gang and the Smoking gang and sun xie zhi look alike and his fren...shiyun now thinks tt im mean and beginning to hate all guys...maybe turn croook...NO WAYS SIA~i straight la...What is it if i dun like guys and i dun like gurls...hmm...neutral...maybe i like gays...woooo...interesting...LAMMESSSS...

Heys got any gays who are willing to be my stead lol...if they like gurls..then they wouldn't b gays huh....Any gays wanna be jie mei with me?? lolx??not kiddin....

Tired of being pushed around.When will i find the strength to fight back...im not what i m anymore..im in this wreck and its harder for mi to find tt strength now...

I need sumone in my life...will tis person magically appear and make me start liking guys again.For now..im just good neutral me...





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