i see your true colours.

Monday, July 30, 2007

Hihi! today is the 8th day of CHYE AIK fortnight! Happy 7th Birthday!!!

Wow... these 2 days have been mad... ive been like so busy...gosh i really need to update soon so guys, just hang on in there.Huiyu will be back soon!

Thank god i managed to spend quality and Quantity time with my dar. He came over and we actually managed to study together and the feeling is great! see ing him interacting with my bros and stuff really makes me happy=)

Here are some random pics today

FYI: this is my bro...not my stead...

i love you

10:39 PM

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Hihi! today is the 7th day of CHYE AIK f ortnight! Happy 6th Birthday!!!

lol. wow! today is abusy day so i'll probably update tomorrow=) cya

11:24 PM

Saturday, July 28, 2007

11:02 PM

Heys today is the 6th day of CHYE AIK fortnight! Happy 5th Birthday!!!

lol.I was supposed to donate blood today.SUPPOSED. haha. i even went all the way to school with Cassandra ok.And i filled in all the particulars had my blood pressure checked and temp taken...and all the way till the last step where they pricked my finger to check my haemoglobin level and apparently it was too low..='( i was damn sad.... sweet cass offered to pei me go NUH when i fully transformed myself into a carnivore grrrr... haha. coz the lady said to eat more liver and stuff to bring the haemoglobin level up=)

Cass trying to look scared=) ( before the donation)

Cass during the donation

Cass n me after the donation.lol.Note how un-faint looking she is .That girl got worried fro nothing=)

Cass loves her warm blood=)

After that then i had to rush home coz i had to attend my mom's family day.IT was BORING!!!... lol but at least i got to talk to zara!!! my babe came too=) We really cn talk about anything and we did. She was telling me that apparently my mum's company's Dinner and dance this year will either be held at st jame's or MOS. Cool rite... if u ignore that most of them are old old people. But they get to stay past 11 when MOS starts.( imagine a bunch of old people pole dancing...ewwww.) And zara was commenting on the fact that her dad still calls it the disco and i was like my mum too.Can't believe rite? I remember a few months ago my mom was like saying that next time she will bring me to the disco to see what its like and i was like ...do discos still exist? until i realised she was talking about clubbing. And my dad kept reminding her that im actually underage.HAhs.

Back to the function....it was so boring that the adults went to new zealand naturals to stone haha.( good for the kids coz we got to eat ice cream!!! yum yum ) then at the next table was my mum's collegue and her baby boy.So cute... i love kids. and he loves me he kept playing with me ...

CUTE!!!

na nanny poo poo~

Zara and her cutie

Me and my cutie~

i love you

10:01 PM

Friday, July 27, 2007

Its the 5th day of CHYE AIK fortnight! Happy 4th BirthDay!!!

I brought Sperm-o for an excursion to visit PJC ! Ah ma loved him alot haha. And kept mentioning sth about penetration...hehs...dirty ah ma... lol

Sperm-O!!! with my hairband!

Ah ma with sperm-O

lol.Actually i was supposed to go meet my Ex-collegues but end up all of them are busy lol except catherine and i. So i went out for a movie and dinner with my beloved instead.

OMG! alone is so scary....i got like totally freaked out by that psychopath's sister.Yuck and the way that twin killed the rat was so scary.DIS-GUS-TING!!!! i think the entire movie i only watched half of it...The rest was seeing black(closing my eyes real tight like this >.< )

Than we shopped for awhile....oh man...i love shopping!!! i m so going back and dragging my mum along to get some clothes!!!

Haha. I love hanging out with him!!! here are some more pictures =)

i love you

9:53 PM

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Hihi! today is the 4th day of chye aik week...Happy 3rd birthday!!!

lol

Guess what?! i woke up at 5 this morning just to make food for my dar(he should be so honoured! ) *to him: c!!! suprised rite? u betta appreciate me kies?

see the heart?<3

Was having a bad day today. Chinese essay test time dictionary got no batt. Maths test GC got no batt. Gp essay test time felt like sleeping...

Haix. but Joanne (the copy cat coz she bought the same bottle as me!!! lol) managed to make me happy today.Love her loads!

Xi qi! today hendrick talked to me haha. But guess what its to ask me bout my bball girls. What a perv. Have gf le stil look left look right. Stupid canoe-ist with nice legs. Follow what your teacher in charge say la" just focus on the front! " or sth like dat...

After sch i hanged out with Al at lot1 till 5 and we both bought similar hair bands and started taking pics at the mrt station. lol. Its lovely talking to that girl! (so much crapping to do...so lil time!) then we went to ACJC to pick them up LOL..and on the way there was even more crapping!

OK then i met my dar dar and i did i mention that i love him loads? lol. Ikea here we come! so we got ourselves a hotdog each then started walking mindlessly around ikea and crapped and played and stuff(that u woulndt wanna noe...heh heh) lol.

But as usual i had to spoil his day...bad me...

*im really sorry for spoiling your day everytime...all because of me doing and saying stuff without thinking...im sorry for being so stupid...*

I really hate myself...grrrr...

i love you

9:13 PM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Hihi! welcome to the 3rd day of CHYE AIK week! Happy 2nd birthday and Happy 8th month!

well, today was a busy day so i didn't get to meet him ='( but he keeps telling me that we gotta get used to it...( what if i dont wanna get used to it... I WAN MY ~~MUMMY!~~HUNNY! ) But anyway i managed to prepare something for him. Hope my surprise puts a smile on his face=)

To Him: i know that you're really stressed out and everything recently, im trying my best to cooperate with you and hopefully* cross my fingers* make your days better>.<

Btw my bball team mate commented that you look like me?* am i supposed to feel insulted? or grossed out? or is it actually good?(Husband and wife face)hmm...*

Analysis

You are not Chio...

But we're not husband and wife...neither have with lived with each other for enough decades...heck...i haven't even lived for 2 decades

Am i egoistical? Love myself too much that i choose to be with somone who looks like me?

Or maybe secretly i think we are like bro-sis and im subconciously indulging in incest.... ewwwww...........

Hehes...

i but that anyone who knows me will pick analysis no.3....sighs... the life of such a wonderful girl(me) hahs.

As for today, i had a lovely time in school.Lols. Seriously. In the morning had pe and ran like 9 rounds and i was so happy coz i thought i was finally burning fats when Al had to burst my bubble by saying "do you know that you need to run for at least 30 mins before you actually start burning fats?" and i was like .OMG! so u mean all my trainings were in vain*faints* lol and the rest of the day was ok coz i managed to occupy myself with the lesson and my drawings of the sperm family and the egg family.I'll post up a pic soon! Then came to the end of the day where a few of us had Econs extra lesson.That guy was so much better at explaining! yikes! i wish he was my teacher...sighs...but he'd be going back to studying in 3 weeks time* sings: why must all good things com to an end....* Then my school was celebrating racial harmony so it was kinda lively! i love it when PJC gets noisy.

At the start of the training the coach ask us if we want to run 9 rounds or 30 mins.Then the moment the 30mins word came out, my brain was like"ding ding!" haha. Cause of what al said. And in the end we really chose 30 mins. Yay! fat burning time. I ran ahead with xueting and yu bing(fist time kies?!) haha and managed to do like 11 rounds which almost killed me.But the canoe-ist are worse(they ran 10km) ouch... the rest of trng was a lil bla bla haha coz we had gym. Why is my strength not improving?

Then we were released early, at 6 odd, yay! So i went home and lived happily ever after=)

(The bball girls and I)

i love you

8:52 PM

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

ohhh stupid ah ma... fine fine fine...i'll retype the quote...FROM JOANNE" Be who you are.Say what you feel.Do what you want. Cause those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind" lol fine?

by the way... its the 2nd day of the CHYE AIK fortnight. lol. Happy 1st Birthday hun!

Wow today was not a bad day...i mean i guess i didn't get into any trouble(thats good) lol and i had a new found motivation to work. Actually i wasn't supposed to meet shrek today but oh wells... haha in the end i went to his house to study. After asking someone to help you with maths aren't you supposed to feel enlightened? I felt stupid la... of all the questions, the ones i don't know how to do are apparently the easy ones. Gosh and when he explained finished to me, he was like" anymore questions?" and i was like " no more. Then he flipped my tutorial and was like" u very stupid rite.Easy one cnt do...(nag nag nag)..." lols i think i should just switch place with him and grow a d--k. lol

And because its chye aik week, we cant do without some pictures can we? So on the way to the bus stop i was taking pics with and of him. We were reaching the busstop and he was about to try his hand out at taking the first picture today when wow -hoo whaddya know the bus came rolling... so i snatched my camera and made a dash for it. The poor boy had to chase along coz apparently i forgot that he was helping me carry my computer bag. lol

Yay! happy day... now i gotta go study... sians.... -_-

i love you

9:05 PM

Monday, July 23, 2007

LOL as i promised him this week is CHYE AIK week lol.

but then he brought up an important point: This week both of us a relatively busy so i decided to make it a chye aik fortnight lol.

this event begins with a picture of me and my beloved shrek

lol

Haix too bad never see him today. Does thinking about him counts? Oh wells...

Today is MOnday.Monday = Monday blues =(
and it didnt help that today happened to be my longest day in school with only an hour break. Thank god for Ah ma though...lol. She wasnt much of an entertainment but still she did help abit.And btw ah ma... IM EMO... so sue me .haha.

Now back to the chye aik week

What chye aik did today:

1)Went to school
2)Went home
3)Did part of him EOM
4)Finished his online chinese work
5)Talked to me

As you can see. The highlight of his day is point no.5 Going into details.... ok... there are no details cz the things we talk about....it'll make a prostitute blush in the face.LOLs just kidding. haha.More on chye aik tmr.

** btw...this goes out to yong yuan: BE STRONG haha. smile more.Dun care so much about what others think coz as JOanne saes" Friends who matter don't mind . And those who mind don't matter." lol aint it inspirational=)

i love you

9:11 PM

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Well he did it this time...He said that he should be going home yesterday night but he din say what time he was going home. i Didn't ask either... but i waited anyway. Till i was so tired i fell asleep.

This morning he called to tell me that he was still at his friend's house... i felt really stupid i guess.

i managed to keep my tears in check for a few messages then i told him that i lazy to msg him already...

I turned to playing DDR to forget everything...but the effect wouldnt last long...only while i was playing.

I expected him to call me when he got home but i guess one shouldnt just expect stuff huhs? i guess i should have said every thing i want clearly?

I msged him again coz it was already 3 then once more at 4 then i couldnt wait and called him at 5 ... he was sleeping...

='(

Why do i cry so much and so eaily nowadays? I am afterall the girl that had a record of not crying for 6 years. I feel so fragile inside...or maybe it is already broken and im using my tears to hold them up. And after i cry my one litre of tears, it would all just shatter. I want my old self back. I want that tom-boy back. I don't want this sissy thingy i am now. I wanna wear guys jeans and tees all day and not care what anyone thinks...

After writing this blog i'll go back to waiting for him to call me when he wakes up....

another long wait ...

i love you

do you?

7:53 PM

ok...why am i still sad. ?

Wasn't this what i told him the last time he didn't call? I said that he shouldn't tell me that he is going home at a certain time if he can't keep the time and have me end up waiting for him...

i love you

3:35 PM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

i love you

11:35 PM

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

17 jul 07

Today's topic: Joanne goes to macdonalds after school

lol. today is Chi listening compre day wh33! lols and we had a 2 hr break in between thus my jie and ah ma decided to go to teck whye MacDonalds to eat

and after i went to queue with my beloved ah ma guess what that senile thing asked me

"so...whats good around here?" and i totally stared back with dropped jaw.Yikes hun...what a thing to ask in Macdonalds. Lols and i think she was totally embarassed.

and in her totally terrible chinese she asked the counter auntie if there is a 9 pc nugget meal set and just in case the auntie did not understand her orders she made sure of plenty of hand signs...here's one of em.lol that cute girl.i think she brought amusement to the auntie's otherwise boring day.lol

lol and as usual we were totally bullying her in Macs. Hi5 to alycia(we had fun fun fun) heh heh.

Than that lucky girl had her eye candy no.2 come in as well. Aren't you happy ah ma? Could be a future would be ah gong ley...or is ______ the only one u wan? O_- your mum saes that he looks unreliable you know =(

and bla bla bla coz chi listening was funny.Hendrick was a sleepy pig who can actually sleep when listening started and lun jia had to wake him up at the last minute right before the 1st passage started.

10:06 PM

Monday, July 16, 2007

This is my post...dedicated to Joanne of pjc 07a03

PW lesson: Joanne was not talking to me... coz my ah ma was in deep discussion with her group

Recess: Joanne ate a sultana croissant and hotdog bun was hurry hurry chop chop

GE: Ah ma sat far away from me but while Ms leong was telling us about Coke Jo kept waving to me from afar to tell me to boy-cott pepsi...due to a certain incident as seen in her blog lol

CL: Jo is farnie in chinese.HER ACCENT RAWKS nid i sae mre?

EC: before we stepped in, jo as usual will start beckoning us to pont coz i accidently mentioned it =p and as usual...none of us wanna pont we her... u wanna noe y?( imagine ponning a lesson coz a small lil girl find it amusing to ACT rebellious)

Lunch: Jo ate terriyaki chicken noodles in half my time( stupid girl...muz enjoy food mah)

GP: joanne deserves vindictive punishment=) maybe caning or chopping of her hand!!!* i noe ure a thief jo anne i noe it very very well...*

Maths: Is boring and jo n i was fighting as usual in class....and doing abit of work and slacking ...and toking rubbish...

PE: heh heh heh... this is where the fun starts....we're learning netball for our PE module.And the moment Mrs lim told us that there are different positions on the court...me and jo started talking about the karma sutra. lol. and when Mrs lim said that there are 7 positions...we hypothesized that 69 is one of em... haha...dirty lil girls we are x)

what we learnt today:

Point1- netball is a NON-CONTACT sport

Point 2- you do not have to grab ur opponent

Point 3- If you do...please let go when your opponent tells you to

Point 4- maybe...sub-consiously...* u noe* hehs

Point 5- dun blame ure ht ( quoted from aceitjo: its not the dog in the fight that matters...its the fight in the dog that counts >.< )

Monday 16 july 2007
On the train towards je interchange

Joanne likes ( fill in the blank. ) and claims on the mrt that she wouldnt mind playing contact sports with him during pe=))

huiyu's rply: im sure we both noe why*cheeky grin*

lol =P

and this is my fren JOANNE

you wanna know what she is doing?

i am a bit blind so i couldnt see the amount of time left on the mrt screen.Thus i kindly invited joanne to help me see.That cute lil girl couldnt see it thus ran all the way way way way close to the screen just to help me see the time. lol. and this picture is of her running back.My gosh... dun accuse me of bullying a small girl(my ahma!). i told her to help me see and she could have said cnnt see.haix...lol cute huh. maybe next time i shall ask her to help me check if there is coke for sale in the canteen from the cafe. Then she cn run there and i shall get her to buy it for me=)....the possibilities are endless!

8:12 PM

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Today was ...bla... haha had physical conditioning suring PE so basically im totally tired nw -_- <--my super shagged and sleepy face

and it didnt help that my *ahem* came and i had cramps the whole day.gosh! but i guess PE helped. And to yvonne... you lazy bum. run warm up 3 rounds only then run away le.PANGSEH! lol. Physical conditioning may feel like crap while you're doing it but the fun is after.My gosh! FEELS DAMN GOOD LA! lol ok... i nida do stretches nw or nt if tmr got cramps all over my body i duno how to go sch already...

ok.
done.

lol. Had dental appt coz my tooth hurts and the dentist obviously dun understand my pain.I mean...she was fixing my tooth for me but she did it so painfully and it didnt help that she was smiling and humming while doing it.It seemed kinda sadistic to me at that point in time...i felt like telling her to sc*** it and stop the merry humming....but my sense of better judgement got in the way so i kinda just shut up. I mean... logically speaking she does have the upper hand doesnt she? She could like make it even more painful...or ACCIDENTLY drop fillings into my throat...or kill me with an overdose of filling mix... or sth equally bad i guess...thank god i think before i act=)

By the time i was done ... i only had energy to tell chye that it hurts.extereme details is beyond my means....

by this time....i was double shagged....gosh...

then went to the library and emo abit coz of the pain adn cramps and stuff.I really caused chye alot of stressed.I AM SO SO SORRY! i will TRY to handle my emotions better.Thou shalt not emo anymore!

So i went home...did 4 maths questions and gave in to temptation and here i am on my comm...i was watching the dove ads on youtube and i really really love the song. I thought the lyrics were rather meaningful too so here it is.READ IT AND LOVE IT=)

and this goes out to SY! That guy that called you ugly is a blind retard.He obviously either:
a) walks around blind with no specs on
OR
b) walks around with specs with the wrong degree

either way...he is severely visually impaired.Be a friend hun and suggest the optical shop to him.
And seriously...dun take these people too seriously.He is just being rude...i mean...u dun exactly go up to a person and call em a major turn off do you?tsk tsk..no manners.And the thing about if one guy find u a turn off the rest will...bla bla bla ...in ur blog.Come on la...tell u how many times le.Your worth more then such shallow people.No guy worth starting a family with will b that way...

9:47 PM

TRUE COLOURS- Cindy Louper

You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness, inside you
Can make you feel so small

But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy, can't remember
When I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

[intru part]

So sad eyes
Discouraged now
Realize

When this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors True colors

But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

9:14 PM

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

Haha ... NOT!

ok... today was like the first day of proper school after a long long long while lol. I DID STUDY super hard for my mid yrs but apparently it just feels as if i had an extended holiday! lol

And guess what? Today is tuesday and we all almost forget that in pj its hotdog day! lol. yum yum yummy...and i managed to survive on $1.60 today! cause my beloved cooked lunch for me! lol . love him many many many! muacks muacks!

To HIM: i really wasn't angry...just kinda dissapointed.You said you were late coz you were cooking for me and you asked if i would rather u be on time but not cook instead? My answer is yes. I'd rather have you then food.

After school, i went to play basketball at queenstown cc with ANDY , CHYE at first.I guess i wan kinda tired so i was emo-ing at the court.And this made dar worried... i think.lol*cn i repeat again that i love him loads?!* and ESMONDE joined later. Then when a group of Clementi town guys came, we joined with them and a sum china guy for a full court 5 on 5. quite fun! i mean...DAMN fun! lol

BTW to es: lol i help you get them back for their fouls! lol i accidently wiped my super dirty and black(coz of the ball) hand on 3 of their shirts* totally BY ACCIDENT!* yikes and then their shirt behind nw got my hand print...heh heh heh...

I really appreciate my darling! He is the only one for me! Thanks for picking me up and stuff. i really really love you so so much. Dun feel that i don't care kies? coz i notice every single minute of you=)

** i dun mean to be so mushy in my blog...but oh wells...i love you!

9:58 PM

Im emo-ing... fullstop

9:55 PM