i see your true colours.

Thursday, April 27, 2006

Yay Yay Yay tmr got english exams!!! one down 7 to go ehs=))**positive~**positive~***

Haha.Everyone saying that i sound depressed these few posts.But its okay COZ HUIYU'S Back....no more tears.No more Sorrow.Happy Rules!!!

Hmmm...got new lao bu.Summore so fierce de.Call her lao bu then cum slap me.Ltr i call you STEPMUM then you know ARRRRR....anyone knows the chinese for stepmum pls tell me=))

OMG.People are so so so evils can...Whether ppl choose to be homosexuals or not is entirely up to them.I for one think that their pretty brave ehs.I mean like...how many people dare to face that their sexual preference may not be what is 'normal' to the rest of the world.How many dare to come up to say that they are comfortable with their homosexuality.I bet you don't=(( * if u were gay*

8:33 PM

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Haix.Man i screwed up my chem practical =( haix.I think i suck at titration sia.Stupid purpur dichromate thingy.Argh!!!...Haha.Mrs tan is irritating!!! She go LAUGH at me lAA!!!
1)My lighter cannot work.Then i click so many times summore.Then when the bunsen burner finally lighted up i got such a shock that i jumped and turned it off...(she laugh)

2)Moka did the bubbling thing.Then suddenly pop so loud directly behind me then i jumped and moka laughed( Mrs tan laughed at us,...i think even Mr Yeo also sia)

Evil science people.

Huiyu Declares that she doesn't like that BUAYA science guy...or his Master.

God, everyone is mugging so hard that i feel so slack...dammit...FOCUS~O_O
...okay....maybe ltr =))

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Hmms....i think im sad...but i don't know why...im nuts...haix...

PSYCHE: HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY!!! lets make ourself happy!!!

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interesting: haha...bored.com is so cute=))

Quote:NOn of us are virgins....life has screwed us all=)

8:13 PM

Sunday, April 23, 2006

I don't really know what to write anymore.I keep tellin myself that i won't hurt him, but im possibly rebelling against myself coz that seems to be all i could do.Then i appologise...ending up making him mad or hurt again...i feel so stupid and helpless.Althou its ended bout a week le...but still feel as terrible...ARGH!!!Oh god...

A thousand appologies will never cover up the sorries i feel....

7:43 PM

Sunday, April 16, 2006

VAUGHAN PENN LYRICS

"More Than Meets The Eyes"

It's not a sign of weakness
When it's out of your control
To everything there is a reason
And a time for letting go
Things aren't always as they seem to be
And sometimes life is something
You can't see

[Chorus:]
It's more
It's more than meets the eyes
It's more
It's more than meets the eyes
It's more...

So go ahead and cry for something you can understand
There's no real need to ask why for
We're all a part of this master plan
Things aren't always as they seem to be
And sometimes life is something you can't see

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Lovely lyrics,nice song=).

I should be tellin myself this...

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You don't understand...being with you is really affecting me alot.I guess im not matured enough or at least have the discipline to be in a reletionship.

Because i don't spend time with you in the afternoons, i talk to you at night instead.Because of that, I feel that im not placing enough time on my studies.Ive been slacking this year too much(god save me)and need to start studying and concentrating, now that my mum suspects bout us all the more i need to put in effort to study harder to show that my grades wun go down the drain with or without a stead.

Maybe you can balance both studying and reletionship but I CAN'T.I can't handle too many things at once. The mum-pressure isn't helping either...i don't want her to be right.understand?

I guess you ureself also know that things haven't been going well between us. It is always me making you angry for sum reason or another.I guess im not a very good stead afterall...

im sorry...

5:06 PM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

http://www.campusmoblog.com.sg/blogger/blog.asp?uid=BDBBC556-439D-475F-BD61-604B88ECB42A

haha tis guy wrote an entry bout the recent ms singapore pagent.Thought it was quite interesting so posted a link here=) Do go read=)))

9:42 PM

haiz...now then finally got time to go online...

Joshua kor ar...y u liddat sia?

Seriously.How many times do you want her to break up with you before you understand anything? You keep saying that you don't hurt anymore coz ure used to it. But i know ure lying!! Are you gonna just keep watchin her from afar? And watch your barely mended heart break into a million pieces again evrytime she steads someone else? No offence but i think it is entirely pointless and becoming rather stalking...Sure, i can understand if you jus broke up with her not long ago...after all a broken heart is the hardest to mend.But this has been going on for a year! I know i sound terrible for saying this but YOU ARE RIDICULOUS!!! I plead with you to wake up from your dreams please=( Don't allow yourself to be hurt like this. No offence again but !GET OVER IT! Sh is free to stead whoever she likes. Its not a crime. If you want to continue talking to about her and possibly talk bout her steading escapades then forget about calling me coz i simply refuse to entertain such pointless nonsense from you.

You got that?=)

on a lighter note:

yay yay yay!
Huiyu rawks today!
haha...woohooo....hmm...it actually feels good to hand in my 3rd homework for maths in 2006. Ms lim is CUTE today coz i din get into trouble with herr...She is quite farnie though.coz like 2 wks ago, i missed one week worth of lessons thus missed a big part under 'differentiation'. When i finally went back to class i was seriously blur like crazy coz i simply couldnt understand anything. So naturally i went into daze mode and begun dazing in class(coz maths was totally rubbish to me...at that time)So when she saw me daze she ask mi i ok or not so i told her the truth la. I sae i dont understand wad she doin coz i missed alot of lessons so i not paying attention to wad she's saeing.That was 2 weeks ago.I caught up more or less le(thx to tuition...haixx..) But still dont like to listen in her class(coz she cant teach for nuts...or coconuts..or peanuts...rite...but i stay for her tutorials coz she's onli good in small groups)Now, whenever i do my i own thing in class, she'll be like" huiyu why you not doing those things on the board?" than b4 i can say nething she'll be like answering her own qst.." i noe you can't catch up but u try ok?" then i jus nodd and she'll leave me alone.So cute...so evil...look down on me sia...think i dat slow.Haix...such a nice teacher.Maybe i shall try to pay attention to her next lesson...and possibly hand in my fourth homework ever=)

STAY CHEERY EVRYONE!!=)

9:03 PM

Friday, April 07, 2006

yeps yeps yeps!! today r.a.w.k.s!!!

St Theresa's sports day!!! really quite boring leys.Then so many ppl bcum traitors of our houses.End up go sit with ppl from other houses yay! Enemy of the people=)haha.then end up counting down till the end of sports day. But the end quite fun coz got teacher's race and cheerleading comp haha. Mrs Gomez is damn cute la.Coz even old teachers must join mah so the rule was" brisk walk onli " the mrs gomez was brisk walking in her heels wuahahah.like duck! so ke aiiii~=) then mr seow CHEATED he ran and overtake ms Koh la! And joseph house's supermodel rawks!!!(mr dil!!) =)

Then after sports day went to go swensens treat Ongie to ice cream=) muahaha all eat one ice cream only then so full le.Wanna puke sia! Choco rush is heaven though.Chocolate chocolate chocolate!!!! im suffering from post caffine withdrawal now...

i duno what im feeling now sia~ like im confused or sth...gosh i dun even noe myself=((

YU GUO TIAN QING...

9:11 PM

Monday, April 03, 2006

wuahahah.School rocks sia.

Mondays then king kong muz spoil my mood.Announce change of timetable.Now i got no fav day to look forward to le laaaa=((

Geog rawks can?!! Wuahahah Shiyun during lesson making so much noise sia.Y ley? Coz below our table got one stupid beetle bug thingy.Haiyo...typical=)))And so EVIL!!! ask mi go squash the bug!! HOw CAN!!!

Then for sum reason i got very interested in the bug so go make paper box thingy catch the bug. End up the whole of geog lesson we self amusing ourself with that bug wuahaha which was actualli kinda cute=)like dung beetle but cuter and smaller haha.

Jolene and i then go put paper inside so the bug can crawl around haha.so that was my table's amusement for 1 plus hrs heh heh so fun.And guess wad we gave that bug a name.wuahahahah.XIAO QIANG!!! typical~ =) After lesson then i went to go let it go on the grass patch < oh im so saintly =)>

then the rest of the day ley...boring....haizzzzz =)

MISSES=)

6:05 PM