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Thursday, September 01, 2005

Haiz...duno wads goin on im moii life animore...its jus so screwed!!I'm going nuts. Why can't i like ppl who like me. Instead i must be such a spoilt brat and want things i can't have. I wanna forget everything. I wanna get a concussion so that i don't remember liking her ever...it hurts to see her with some other girl...second time i ever like a girl. Both times hurt as much. Probably end the same way too...

Ystd i quarelled with shiyun ... how cn 2 best frens act like tis. I feel like i don't know her anymore. I told her that she changed...maybe i was wrong. Maybe i'm the one that changed...*Im sorry shiyun for the things i did tt hurt you in our friendship...dun be pissed with sarah...its nt her fault...misunderstandings are aplenty...* i treasure my friendships but sometimes maybe i do things the wrong way without knowing it hurts...im appologising now to everyone i hurt in this world!! im truly sorry :(

Ive changed...im not that outgoing girl i used to be...im not that worry free being that cn still give a smile in times of crisis...im not sure if im that strong anymore...what ways??...how??...why??...did i change?Cn someone juz answer me.I beg you....


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